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I wonder what it's like to not feel every sensation in one's body. I have never known that, and I'm not sure I ever will.
Sometimes, I work to disassociate from my body. Sometimes, I find it necessary to try my best to NOT feel things.
Because, truthfully, I've never felt that I'm "OK."
Living in my body has been more difficult than not for me. I have some "better" days, but none are completely devoid of worrying about each and every sensation I feel.